I don’t like to do the sacrificing, but I see how it makes a difference for me. I see how it would make me better and stronger – if I could manage to be more faithful to it than I am. But what difference could 50 days of Easter celebration make?
I confess I don’t ask myself that question very often or very seriously. I mean, I believe that Jesus rose from the dead for me, but I still have bills to pay and responsibilities to fulfill. I still have work to do. I see how the discipline of Lent makes me better able to fulfill those responsibilities, but to celebrate too much or for too long is a distraction from the “real work” of my everyday life.
I think that is the root problem for me. I don’t think it has completely sunk in yet what the “real work of everyday life” really is. At the Mass we pray with the celebrant, “It is truly right and just, our duty and our salvation, always and everywhere to give you thanks…” Those are powerful words, if I let them sink in.